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I have done wallet strap!

Best friend

Sometimes(someone) giving another point of view is the Best Friend.


Sometimes(someone) staying,believing in you till the last is the Best Friend also.


Which do you can be a best friends?


Let me say Thanks one more time to my Bestie?❤️

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Believing unsatisfied. 

Losing beauty is the way to adapt this Beautiful world.

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I can't sleep well tonight.

So,enjoying reading comics:)

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Island patient pass me First Printed V for Vendetta.

So beautiful Print.

I am so moved such a tresure he pass me for a while.


If Nintendo arrived,all items ready for weekend.


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Cancelled House hunting.

So will enjoy in Facilities and relaxing day.


My Nintendo will come very soon!

Can't wait TV game!!!I haven't have 5 years now:)


Hope I can become obsessive gamer for get over phycosis!!!

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Academic Friday.


I haven't told as Academic.
But What I done is What her beliefs of love.


I love my partner,love my swiss lover client.I love all my swiss,NYC AU family and Frankfurt and Belgium and Germany as well.:)

Royality one Everyone!

Not a money amount.Students to Handicapped.

(But No more if U are not Royalty family.I can't take stress no more body crushed 2years Half of Stress in Europe)

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Psychosis can be healed with time,

There is not a medicine to paint on an idiot.

Some dutch driving for save me by 6hours driving and kicked his important school scedule.


But On the other hands,Some dutch Extremely rich which they kept telling Me"support you" 8 times and "Loving me" or "attention to me" to this sick guy.

What I told,What i wrote,nothing remembered.

Even he didn't scroll up messaging which he forced me too and yelling to me by calling which I was in Supermarket in only 4hours free time outside in a day.


Because I didn't say he is good.


And Supermarket's stuff so cold to me after this calling and knows I have psychosis. 

And I haven't got nothing from him.

Any one penny.

And I did get extremely stress and almost I said F words.

Former guy is natural world in Dutch society.

Later one is my world of Dutch.


I am in Former type of guy's world.

I do not get back to later one.



I only service to people live in Former world.

I will be careful.?❤️???

I should start instagram Again.

Even My account is deleted.

Because I have found Nice New family there:)


Someone look me with real love.


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I woke up 3:30am Today.

(Went to bed 9:00pm)

So clean up financial things as my role as playing Manager.


I finished up till waking up time!

I kick good morning!

Good morning My cherishing Family and all People!❤️?

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Books,foods,little cigarret,crafts,fitness....

Which I have done things are importants to Be away Drugs.

Why I have forgotten.


Get little fat,Forgive making muscle body in my body(i hate muscle dickson head type of guy)

Forgive little cigarret smoke,forgive reading Stupids comics.

Why I couldn't forgive myself.